Seriously

[Jamie]

1. Who is the smartest player? Jamie
2. Who is the dumbest player? Chicken
3. Who is the jury threat? Jamie
4. Who would you want to take to the finals? Brady
5. Who is the most manipulative? Jamie/Chicken
6. Who would you eat in a life or death situation? Chicken
7. Who doesnt deserve to win this game? Sherea
8. Who should win this game? Jamie
9. Who is the tribe beauty king/queen? Amanda
10. Who is the tribe clown? Amanda/Erik

Yeah...Not a list one wants to be on in survivor!

I honestly don't see how I am a jury threat considering the jury so far hates me....lol


Well, one good thing is me & JK won immunity ;D

[Jamie]

So Sherea was planned, Eliza was not, lol

Erik & John K had a feeling it was a double, we all have kinda been on edge and Jeff kept asking for a bootlist so we knew something was going down. So Yasur 5 all had the same bootlist prior to the Majority challenge. It was I believe something like this.
Mia
Eliza
Sherea
Chicken

Amanda was unhappy with Sherea being at the bottom, however we felt she hasn't done anything, and Mia is a bigger threat, she has not pissed off the jury, and in my opinion will get their votes. Mia does seem to be missing now however

Anyway...
Once Sherea did well in the Majority rules challenge Amanda panicked and insisted the bootlist to changed to:
Sherea
Eliza
Mia
Chicken

I did it because everyone seems fine with it, I still agree Mia is more of a threat then Eliza and should have been before her.
So John K came up with the split vote because Chicken was telling him he was voting Sherea and Sherea PMed us and said she was voting Chicken so we figured we could try and split in the event it was a double vote.
It ended up working out anyway even if Chicken didn't go home, 2 more did that were not us.
Chicken was upset of course, however it was mild compared to Frosti:

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Chicken Jamie
Jamie chicken
Chicken You see the reSLUTS?
Jamie sureeee did
Chicken I dodged a bullet
Chicken and you assholes split the vote
Chicken to get me out
Jamie well, we kinda wondered where the bootlist request was gonna come in
Jamie since he was asking for it
Chicken yeah
Chicken I'm just glad i wasnt at the top
Jamie and heyyyyyyyy
Jamie you called me an asshole
Chicken Well you and the asshole 5 are assholes...asshole.
Chicken
Jamie lol
Jamie i'd still eat u
Jamie bawl bawl
Jamie ;p
Jamie i guess being called an asshole
Jamie is better then a skank
Chicken LOL im no frosti
Jamie chicken?
Chicken Whats up?
Jamie am i at least ur favorite asshole?
Chicken Tie between you and amanda
Chicken <3 the girls
Jamie that's fair
Jamie hey!!!
Jamie i just realized you said reSLUTS
Chicken LOL thats what i was going for
Chicken Glad you noticed
Jamie sorry i didn't notice right away
Jamie to give u proper credit
Jamie lol
Chicken Oh its fine
Chicken Better late than never

LOL, I edited alot out because it wasn't important, and just left the funny stuff. Chicken makes me laugh, I voted him tribe clown.

[Jamie]

I am nervous about tribal tonight. We are all supposed to vote Mia and she should go, I don't know I just have a bad vibe. Should I play my idol? Jeff totally put me out there as being the most vulnerable and HELL YEAH I feel it!!

I just don't trust Chicken, IDK, and I am getting more paranoid.


Later...

So all is well, Mia was the only one to go how, Chicken, that shit voted John K when he was SUPPOSED to vote Mia. I can't say I blame him. I tried to let him have it, he is hard for me to get mad at because he is funny.

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[Jamie]

Erik and I are fighting alot.



Mostly about John K...



He gets annoyed when I say things...Even though we are in a final 3 alliance.

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I don't think he totally trusts John K , or maybe not John K and I together, and I don't give him enough assurance on my end because I really do just want it to be the three of us in the end. And to make things worse I finally told him I had the hidden immunity idol and he was not pleased I waited this long.


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Ugh...

I should have went with the girls alliance.




Boys are stressful.


On top of all that, I LOVE Amanda and don't want to screw her over....UGH. She and I have never made a final 2 or even 3 but we are friends. I have just been aligned with my boys longer.

[Jamie]

I just voted Brady and that sucks. I used my idol, finally. So much has happened. Found out things about Erik when I asked Chicken. Had a huge blow out with Amanda. Made a final three with Amanda and John K which I was lying about. Makes me feel like shit. Amanda is going to be furious Brady was the vote. We kept it from her so she didn't have to be a part of it. Brady was never in my final 3 and the longer he stays the harder it will be to vote him out. We needed to do it when we had the numbers. Why do I feel I am going to get blamed for it? If Brady even goes. Tonight. Live challenge. Auto elimination. That would blow.

[Jamie]

So Brady is gone and I feel bad. I t really was a strategic move; we know Amanda would not have voted him out and felt it was better to do so know while we still have the numbers. Brady really has not stepped up this whole game, while I like him a lot, I don’t feel I know him at all, he didn’t really contribute in challenges and just kinda showed up to vote. I enjoyed the time I talked to him.

All that being said, Amanda is flipping out I did not tell her and feels I lied to her and betrayed her. I understand why she is mad and respect that and expected it, however, I NEVER said I was voting for Chicken, in fact Amanda and I had a conversation not long prior that I had not intentions of taking Brady to the end and while I respected he was someone she wanted to see in the end with her he was not someone I ever planned on going to the end with and I would at some point vote him out. NOW, with all that said I do take responsibility that I chose not to tell her when we were voting him out as I felt it was the better move, so she didn’t have to feel like she was betraying him and get her hands dirty so to speak. She feels like I betrayed her and lied to her. I finally told her I am sorry for the millionth time but am done with it because nothing I am going to say is going to satisfy her and I am moving on from it. She was willing to move on the next day which I was glad about because I really didn’t want her upset with me and I was over the whole situation.

[Jamie]

Jamie/John K/Erik/Amanda…& Chicken???




Who would have known? LOL. Yeah, still a little guilty it isn’t Brady, not going to lie, but YAY, FINAL 5!!! And with the 3 people I aligned with from early on!!

It is exciting and at stressful all the same. I feel pulled in sooo many directions.

John K…We are just in sync all the time, that never changes. I feel like he always has my back and things are always just so fun and easy with him.



I trusted Erik wholeheartedly early on but lately that has changed and he knows why. I still trust him, things are just different, but I still feel loyalty to him. Despite arguments we still have a connection. And those arguments? Well, him and I know.



Amanda and I recently had an argument about final 3 as well. I swear she and I never promised each other we would go to the very end with one another, she says we did. I know looking back in my confessionals I have said I was working with Amanda but it has always been John K & Erik. Also, we never knew if it was going to be a final 2 or 3 and I knew she would take Brady and he was never a part of my final 3 in there was a final 3. And that is another reason we were arguing because she said she knows I trust John K and feels I trust Erik more then her.



It needs to be the 3 of us in the end. I just don't want to think about anything us. Amanda has been throwing it our there that I am disloyal because of Brady, yet I have been willing and WANT to go into a final 3 with 2 people that could easily beat me. Is that stupid? maybe, point is, yeah, while I am have been manipulative when needed, lied when needed, bottom line, I'd rather go up against the two that always had my back & been protective of me and have one of us win because I think we are most deserving. Yet I am the disloyal one? Whatever...I think not.

[Jamie]

So the 5 of us started in a chatroom and here's the deal.

We have one minute to post "Still Standing" once Jeff asks. Endurance challenge, I am good at those, problem is I am on vacation and my Internet connection sucks. I have been worried about this.

The final 2 left standing are in and the person who wins gets to pick between the 3 that lost to be the third. Lots of power. SO, basically, me, JK, & Erik just need to win.

That unfortunately is not the way it went down.

Erik went first
Then John K

WTF, could this have been any fucking worse? My final 3 is done.
This makes me sad

Gotta stay focused...

So, over 2-3 hours into it, MY FUCKING INTERNET CONNECTION DIES SO I GET KICKED OUT OF THE CHAT ROOM!!!! I am done and pissed off. I have not been this pissed off in the game so far and this sucks!!

So what ends up happening is Chicken & Amanda make a deal that Chicken will let her win if she agrees to take me, that is at least what Chicken told me. So he lets her win and she does end up choosing me. So this is awesome, I am in the final 3

That being said, the lowest point of this game for me...



[glow=red,2,300]Hope they would have been as sad had I gone home![/glow]

[Jamie]

I wanted to first say how much I have enjoyed playing this game with all of you.

I made an conscious effort from the beginning to get to know every one of you; naturally I came to know some more then others based on circumstances. That being said, I learned from all of you, have regrets with some of you and wished I could have gotten to know some of you better or just differently.

I gave everything I had in both tribes I was in, was aggressive in challenges, found the hidden immunity idol while still on Zhan Hu and was the only player in the game to use an original HII. I won individual immunity 3 times, and also knew when to step out gratefully.

My strategy in addition to above was to always be as honest as I could, though we all know that is not possible throughout the entire game. I stepped up and made decisions even when they were difficult and as a result did outwit and outlast.

I want end by saying I look forward to your questions and being able to answer anything for you. Congrats

I meant everything I said!!

[Jamie]

So of course the jury is being toughest on me, I expected it, Chicken didn't do much except fly under the radar and Amanda played the sweetheart so she could be innocent in the end.

That being said, it may work for both of them.

I played a better game then the 2 of them but along the way did lie and pissed people off that our now on the jury.

The jury seems to be favoring Amanda in their questions, all I can do is my best and I have made a point of answering them in the order they ask me, just to show respect. It would be easier to do the less complexed ones first like Amanda has, I am not doing that though.

I am actually stressed over this, it's not fun being called out over shitty things you've done

[Jamie]

Rank the Jurors (including your two F3 competitors) in order from who deserves to win the most to who deserves to win the least. And why did you place them where you did??
*John K-he survived week after week of being voted out, won immunity and simply because we played the game together and I felt it was a good game.
*Erik-he survived the worst tribe, never received a vote against him, won immunity and again simply because we played the game together and I felt it was a good game.
*Mia-I didn’t know her game very well, however, she seemed like a strong female and she was able to get Eliza to flip. I felt she was a definite threat, I said it more then once.
*Frosti-I felt you were a social player and despite all of us knowing you were playing all the sides we all benefited each other so it worked. You get an A for effort.
*Amanda-I worked with her as well, however I didn’t think she stepped up as much as she could, she left most decision to me, and I don’t believe it was a strategy.
*Eliza-I didn’t know her game very well either, so I placed her middle, she aligned herself well and had the balls to flip when it benefited her, go gurl!!!
*Travis-I liked him a lot and felt like shit lying to him. I placed him here because I still do think he had a reward he didn’t use that maybe could have saved him.
*Chicken-I love him, really I do, but I can not support someone winning that has done so little, 25 post Chicken!
*Brady-Though I adore him, he didn’t really contribute in team challenges and was not around very often
*JP-I worked with him because John K trusted him for some reason, he came on way too strong and things just got bad quick
*Sherea-I never really got a chance to know her, in Zhan Hu it was a tribe decision to vote her out, due to being least active, and the second time everyone agreed to vote her out due to the outcast twist.

Now THAT was an uncomfortable question, thanks Frosti!

[Jamie]

1) Travis-I have told you more then once I would have like to been able to have worked with you, you got a raw deal with the cards that were dealt. I enjoyed our nightly doses.
2) John P-JP, you infuriated and intrigued me all in the same breathe. I believe I was a worthy opponent and as I said before, I meant what I said in our last conversation. If you forget I will remind you, there was a lot said.
3) Frosti-It was fun while it lasted, you made the game interesting to say the least.
4) Sherea-Sorry I never got to know you better and you didn’t really get a fair shot
5) Eliza-Gurl! Wish I could have gotten to know you better, you played a smart game and I enjoyed our talks, few as they were.
6) Mia-Fierce! Again, wish I could have gotten to know you better and yea. My bad, lol
7) Brady-I enjoyed the little bit I got to know you, hope one day you won’t think of me as just a bitch.
8) Erik-Man of few words, unless in an argument with then you are pretty mouthy, lol. You are a big part of the reason this game was awesome for me, thanks. You played a great game.
9) John K-You had like 9 lives in this game, lol. You played a great game and are a big part of the awesomeness for me, thank you. And thanks for letting me sing.

This was important for me, show respect to my fellow survivors.

[Jamie]

I am going to keep it brief. I hope I was able to answer all your questions for you. Outwit, Outplay, Outlast. That is what I came to do and I believe I succeeded and deserve your vote. I hope you will consider voting for me and believe that I enjoyed playing this game with all of you through all the fun times and the craziness. I have been to 12 Tribal Councils in this game and none of you have ever written my name down, I ask that you write my name down tonight. Thank you for listening to all I've had to say. It's been a pleasure.

I kept it simple, I didn't feel the need to repeat myself.

[Jamie]

So now I am showered, cleaned up and just waiting...

I honestly don't know, it could go any way at this point.

I loved this game either way.

[Frosti]

Jamie I really liked your confessional
Especially that whole "goodbye post" you dedicated for me

Also, all the Chicken stuff like "HOW IS HE STILL HERE?!?" was just funny and awesome. Great job well done girl.